It's time for karaoke! #1

Today's song: Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss

Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight 

p/s: Sweet isn't it?  =)

Angry? Nahh, Life is Too Short For That.

Well, you know, people always talk. They never stop. The bitches, whores, sluts, assholes, skanks, twats, losers, and all of their allies, they always judge you. I won't let you sons of bitches ruin my life. You lie, you faked everything, you 2 faces whore, you backstab and what else? I don't know. Keep doing what you're doing. I got a lot of things to do. You are nothing in my life and you people are wasting my time. Duhhhh. I better do something fun. Life is short. Don't get too emotional people, these suckers are just jealous.

"So, if they wanna talk, lets give something for them to talk" - Lady Gaga.

Now playing: Take That - Rule The World

I'm the lucky boy!

Guess what?
I scored my GPA more than 3.5. Isn't that great?
Plus, my sister promised me that she wants to give me a present if I manage to score more than 3.5
You know what? It's ARMANI.
From top to bottom. Hair to the toes.
I'M FREAKIN' HAPPY!

My sister wants me to go to Vietnam. Lucky me! My mom allows me to go to Vietnam again! Yeay!
This is my second visit to Vietnam! And this time, my sister asks me to come with her and help her in the photography session. It means, I'm gonna be at outside of Ho Chi Minh City!

If it's Vietnam, it is shopping time. I think, my pocket will be drained this time. Oh god. Who doesn't love shopping especially when it comes to BIG SALES!!

One thing, mom won't bring me to Sabah. Duhhh. I wanna go there too. It's not fair. But she let me and my lil brother go to Kuala Lumpur. My brother is on his school breaks right now. Looks like we are having fun in Kuala Lumpur with the rest of our siblings.

Looks like I have a lot of things to do in this 4 boring moths. Some people go out and look for a job but I'm gonna do that too. Exactly after I'm back from Vietnam, I'll look for a job. Definitely.

THIS IS SOOO FUCKING AWESOME !!

Oh nooo!!

It has been a very very long time! I miss you Mr. Blog!
I'll definitely update a new post. I will.
But first, I need to prepare myself for the finals.
Wish me luck! ;D

College's Dinner

The foods that being served were OK. Some tasted good. Some tasted bad.Arabian and Masquerade? That was a bad combination. LOSER.
And there's also a winner for Mr. and Mrs. 'Padang Pasir'.
They wore the Pharaoh and Cleopatra costume. No masquerade. =.='' That didn't fit well enough with the theme.
Anyway, who cares about this lame Mr. and Mrs. Padang Pasir. The best thing here is US. Me, Haikal, Ungku, Azlin and Shues.
Lets take a look at our pictures. =)

    

 

 

 

 

 

WE ARE SO HANDSOME AND BEAUTIFUL

THE BOLD AND THE BEAUTIFUL

Dinner ooh dinner.

What should I wear for dinner tomorrow night?
Should I go with bus or just drive my car?

I guess it will be the same as the 'Malam Emas' PASUM. The blue shirt with yellow necktie.
This is LAME!! I'm the only boy sitting around the table. The rest of them are girls. =.=''
This is why I hate 12th college. I don't have boy friends from the same course in this college. I do have some. Three boys. The 2 of them decided not to come along for this dinner. And the other one, he betrayed our friendship. Damn you Haikal. He sits with his dikir barat's gang. I wanna kill ya!  Ergh. >.<

But I have Azlin and Ungku. I guess that should be fine.
That's it. I hope that I didn't turn out to be a carcass. =)

Zulfakar's day. It means My Birthday!

5th March. This is the date that I was born. So this is my birthday.
Well, believe it or not, this year I also got pranked. Damn it. I fell for it.

When I was at Dayat's home to pick him up to make our way back to KL, guess what? His mom came out and bring a cake for me. Happy Birthday Pakka. Wow! That was great and speechless. We ate the cake and have a chitchat for awhile. It made my journey back to KL with full of smiles and joy. Thanks to Hidayat's family. =)

Anyway,
When I arrived here at UM, I thought that I will never got pranked. Too bad, it happened. HAHAHAHA

Actually, about the prank, it came across my mind. ''Maybe I'll get prank. Or maybe not.''
It's already dark outside when I step my feet on this ugly 12th college. Erghhh.
I called Cha and Nusi. Both of them are not in their room. ''Shit, maybe they are planning something on me.'' M-A-Y-B-E! ''Don't get overwhelmed Pakka. It's late already, both of them are at different places. So, it's too late to be pranked.''

Cha: Owh, Aku tengah lepak ngan kawan aku. Kul 10.30 nanti aku balik lah.
Nusi: Aku kat Bangi.

This is what I was told. So, I believed it. I'm alone in my room. Haikal is at home in Kelantan. Jerry? I don't know where he is. BUZZ. Anis PM me at the FB chatbox. I went to 3rd college to meet him. We went to Kerinchi to buy oblong, together with Malin, Pokmie and Faiz. It was his treat. FYI, I asked everyone to treat me just because it is my birthday. Ohhhh no, what happened to me? I am sooo terrible. I should be ashamed of myself for asking people to treat me. But it's good. You can get free foods. I wish that everyday is my birthday. =)

I stick myself at 3rd college, having some chitchat with the boys. And Anis, as always, he forgot where did he put his keys. He left it in my car. So we go out back to my car and there it is. Exactly in my car at the front seat. As I parked my car, I saw Nusi and Cha heading to the 7th college.

Me: Bukan ke tuh Nusi ngan Cha? Ape diorang buat kat sini?
Anis: Tak tau lah. Buat assignment TITAS kot? Bukan ke korang satu group ke?
Me: Ye ke? Tapi tak call aku pon?
Anis: Lepas ni diorang call laa tuh. Tak pon, diorang buat assignment diorang kot. Tak terlibat ngan kau.
Me: Okay.

Seriously, my back and my whole body is sooo freaking tired and numb. And I'm so sleepy. I ate 1 beef oblong and 1 beef burger. That really got me stuck on Mubarak's bed like a Snorlax. Suddenly, Jannah called me.

Jannah: Pakka, boleh datang 7th tak sekarang? Aku nak kasi softcopy yang Azlin mintak tuh.
Me: Huh? Bila?
Jannah: Ko kat mana? Datang sekarang ah.
Me: Aku kat 3rd. Nanti aku pegi.

Anis: Aku pon nak jumpa Jannah la.

Okay. Good. I'm too tired to walk. I asked Anis to take me to 7th with his scooter. And yes, no one was there. Where is Jannah. Ring ring ring. My phone rang. '' Datang 4th laaaa, si Fatin nih lapar sangat dah. Tak tahan dah katanye.'' Okay. Fine =.=''. Thank god we went there by scooter. Anis made his way to 4th college.

As I turned my face to the right side, there she was. Smiling. Fatin is holding a cake. I can see some boys and girls back there. They are Boboy, Arep, Nusi, Cha, Iqbal, Bi'e, Anis, Jannah, Shak, Fatin and Aina. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAKKA!! Awwwwww. So sweet guys. It was Chocolate Indulgence. That was my all time favorite cake. This people know what I like. Cool! ''Potong kek, potong kek.''

'Yes, there's no prank for me.' That is what my inner-self thought was. I cut the cake happily. I don't know what to say because I didn't expect this. It's near to 12 o'clock already. '' Suap laa untuk kitorang. '' As I did that to Cha, he held me tightly and there you go! That was it. That was the moment where I got myself dirtied. I don't know who poured the kicap and sunquick on me. Yucks. I cannot stand the smell. This are the worst combination ever. Eventhough it just soysauce and Sunquick, the smell is sooo unbelievably disgusting.

Oh no! There's something wrong with my throat. I puked! The cake, the oblong and the burger that I ate just now came out of my mouth. Euwwwww. This is outstanding. I turned back and I saw Arep. I thought that he brought me a towel or something. ''Crack'' Shit. He cracked an egg on my head. That was evil. >.<

I stop thinking for awhile. Sunquick? Soysauce? Egg? What the fuckkk!! Mother Earth! Help me! All of those things are already expired! The sunquick and the soysauce are way beyond expired. I bought that last year during the Ramadhan! The egg? I bought that 1 1/2 months ago. Shit! That's why everything smells like crap. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! The worst thing is, I wear my Burberry short-pants. Ohhh noooo!! It's all over me. But it's okay. This one is forgivable. It's my birthday. Eventhough it stains, it means something and that is what I called reminders of how I got pranked for my 20th birthday.

You guys, I'll get my revenge. Just wait and see! I will. When it comes to birthday, do not trust anyone. NO ONE! 4 years you know. 4 effin years. For 4 years, I never miss the prank. You got me guys. And yes, I enjoyed it. Thanks dudes. ;D

Now playing: Hey, Soul Sister by Train

Kereta?

Aiyoooo.

Ni yang tak best nih. Kena paksa bawak kereta. Nak bawak motor je.
One thing about kereta nih, susah nak jaga. Kena keluarkan duit untuk minyak. Motor pon kena keluarkan duit minyak jugak, tapi takde laa sebanyak yang kereta punya. Bukan macam motor. Motor jimat. Tangki minyak pon kecik. Kereta punya besar. Kalau motor, nak mencelah pon senang. Tapi kalau kena hujan, it soaked you up lah. Kalau dulu, senang nak kawal duit keluar masuk. Kalau guna kereta pasnih? Mestilah lagi banyak yang kena pakai. Aduih. Ada scholarship pon, tak cukup jugak. Yuran lagi, ni lagi, tu lagi.
Baru je pikir nak save duit. Wahhh, kalau aku balik Ampang ke, Klang ke, Shah Alam ke, kena pikir pasal duit tol lagi. Fuhhh. Botak jugak kepala aku camni. So how?

Tapi, kalau tak bawak kereta, nanti kesian kat Mama pulak. Umur dah nak dekat 60 tahun dah. Walaupun nampak hot cam Nicole Scherzinger, and kuat macam Wonder Woman, letih jugak dia nak hantar adik aku pegi sekolah pagi-pagi. Dah laa si budak tuh ada tusyen siang malam. Nak pulak Mama hantar dia pegi tusyen. Ulang alik pagi petang siang malam. Baik adik aku tuh bawak motor sendiri. Ishk, kenapa kamu nak SPM time-time nih. Mengada betol lah. -____-
Dah lah hari tuh dah eksiden. Nasib baik tak patah tangan yang kena operate dulu tu haaa. Kalau tak, menangis lah engkau wahai adikku oii. Nanti lah abang ganti balik duit yang repair motor tuh. Kalau dah bawak motor aku tuh, jangan nak meronggeng kat lain lah. Kan result SPM tuh buruk kang, kena sepak jugak laah engkau ngan abang-abang and kakak-kakau kau. Kasi UP sikit lah. Jangan jadi cam aku nih haaa.

Takpe lah Mama, I'll take that car and bring it here. Lagipun, kereta kat rumah tuh, takde sape jugak yang nak bawak pegi jalan-jalan. Sementara habis Semester 2 nih, I'll take care of the car and you take care of yourself too. Since there's no one left in that house. Just you and adik. I'm sure you are getting bored of being in that house. [apa kaitan dowh ngan kereta? ;D].

Kereta tuh, Insya-Allah orang jaga elok-elok. Share duit minyak dengan member-member. Takde laaa duit tuh nak mengalir cam air. Kereta ohh kereta. Dugaan betul lah. Please jangan buat aku nak meliar kat luar. Kalau tak, memang hancur laaah result aku nanti.  T_T

Now playing:  Nightmare by Avenged Sevenfold

Tongue Twister #1

Try this,

Betty Botter bought a bit of butter.
The butter Betty Botter bought was a bit bitter
And made her batter bitter.
But a bit of better butter makes better batter.
So Betty Botter bought a bit of better butter
Making Betty Botter's bitter batter better


Now playing: We R Who We R by Ke$ha

The East of The Venice a.k.a Malacca

Yes. We went to Malacca.
But wait, there's a story behind it.
Let me tell ya.
It starts with..

*ring.ring.ring*
It's 5.45 a.m. I thought it was the alarm. Looks like Azlin called me to wake me up. Then once again, the phone rang. She sang I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry. So cool. Ungku Natasya called me. She did the same thing as Azlin did which was to wake me up. I went up to Haikal's room first. I had to wake him up. Yeah, you know. He's a slowpoke. I went back to my room and started to rejuvenate myself with a cold-good-moring-shower. It's refreshing. I should do it again.

Sometimes, it's okay being self-absorbed. I just wanted to say that, I looked handsome after I took the shower. So clean. Macam dilimpahkan berjuta juta keserian. HAHAHAHAHA. I am a punctual type of person when it comes to time management. I'm the same as my parents. When we made a date or appointment or promise with a group of people, we are punctual. Unless, there were some sorts of catastrophes or calamities hit us. Our group were supposed to gather at the 7th residential college parking lot exactly at 6.30a.m. I went back to Haikal's room, I knocked the door. There was Haikal, with a messy hair, and his sleepy face. Shit! He's not even ready yet! I don't why people can't be punctual. Fuck janji melayu. I don't want to say any further details about this. Yes, I'm totally outrages. I can go rouge at anytime I want. I don't like people messing with my time. You need to respect my time as well as other people's time. I don't care who you are, my brothers, sisters, or friends or even my bestfriends, do not pissed me off . Don't you ever dare ruin my mood. Sape makan cili, dia lah terasa pedasnya. Sorry guys. =)

Yeah yeah yeah, as always, JANJI MELAYU. We left UM at 7.30 a.m. 4 cars and 1 superbike carried 22 people. One hour late. And yes, there's always the best part in traveling, we were left behind after Haikal went to refill the car's tank. Erk, =.=" And yes, we lost. We used the wrong highway. It's supposed to be Lebuhraya Utara-Selatan. But, we took the wrong one, it was Lebuhraya Timur-Barat. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Yey, we lost!

It was kinda cool actually, the radio played almost all of my favorite song ever. The real me came back. Rise and shine baby, race until you reach your glory. We rocked the highway until we reach somewhere in the middle of Seremban. I think it's Seremban but I'm not sure. The only thing that I know was, we are not in KL anymore and we didn't reach Malacca yet. It's totally in Negeri Sembilan. We thought that we will be the last one to arrive at the R&R Seremban. We were the first one kissing a good-morning to the R&R Seremban. Lost but fast. The Flash!

As we arrived, everyone started to scatter and disperse to do their own tasks. And whatever it is, we did it as fast as we could. My job is to go to the Baba and Nyonya Museum. Yeahhh you guys know what museum is right? Inside the museum, there was a lady. She's a Nyonya and she looks kinda dull and ferocious. HAHAHAHA. Sorry to say, she looked like a fierce tiger. Auuum! She was our tour guide. I didn't know that Baba and Nyonya history was kinda interesting. The tour guide told us that, the history written in the Sejarah text book was kinda exaggerated. She told to snap only 4 pictures. Who cares huh? Rules are made to be broken. [bajet syall]. HAHAHAHA. We made a recording about the touring. She didn't notice that. FYI, Haikal did the most of the recording. Great job! Actually, our tour guide is not like what I thought. She's kinda cool and nice. First impression always get me wrong. My bad. It's the nature inside of me. =)

Let's skip about our assignment. There was no fun in doing assignments right? After all of us done with our TITAS assignment, the next group did their Hubungan Etnik assignment. Luckily for me, Haikal, Ungku, Azlin, Nusi and Cha we don't have to do that. We're totally free. Yeay! Nusi and Cha went back to KL to meet their friends. There's 4 of us. We headed to our homestay! Too bad so sad. It took us 20 mins to go there. =.='' Good thing about the homestay is it have an air-cond in the room.

p/s: Bitches, wait for the updates ok? This one is gonna be a very long story. Take a sneak peak at the pics ok?

 

Now playing: Jar of Heart by Christina Perri

Yes. I want this.

Emporio Armani Diamonds for men eau de toilette

 

This one smells good. Damn it. I'm gonna buy this.

Lacoste

And also this shoes. Either one of them. I'm gonna buy them while the stocks are still available.

Or, I will ask my sister to buy this. For the birthday present. Yeay!

Shades. Yes, shades. 

About this one, i don't care how it looks like. My sister promised me to buy one for me.

Ofcourse she got a superb taste. She knows how to choose a nice one for me. =)

What a lovely sister. Love you. 

Now playing: Raise Your Glass by Pink

Take a look at this.

Rasulullah S.A.W. telah bersabda yang bermaksud : “Sesiapa yang memelihara solat, maka solat itu sebagai cahaya baginya, petunjuk dan jalan selamat dan barangsiapa yang tidak memelihara solat, maka sesungguhnya solat itu tidak menjadi cahaya, dan tidak juga menjadi petunjuk dan jalan selamat baginya.” (Tabyinul Mahaarim)

Rasulullah S.A.W telah bersabda bahwa : “10 orang solatnya tidak diterima oleh Allah S.W.T, antaranya :

1. Orang lelaki yang solat sendirian tanpa membaca sesuatu.
2. Orang lelaki yang mengerjakan solat tetapi tidak mengeluarkan zakat.
3. Orang lelaki yang menjadi imam, padahal orang yang menjadi makmum membencinya.
4. Orang lelaki yang melarikan diri.
5. Orang lelaki yang minum arak tanpa mahu meninggalkannya (Taubat).
6. Orang perempuan yang suaminya marah kepadanya.
7. Orang perempuan yang mengerjakan solat tanpa memakai tudung.
8. Imam atau pemimpin yang sombong dan zalim menganiaya.
9. Orang-orang yang suka makan riba’.
10. Orang yang solatnya tidak dapat menahannya dari melakukan perbuatan yang keji dan mungkar.”

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W yang bermaksud : “Barang siapa yang solatnya itu tidak dapat menahannya dari melakukan perbuatan keji dan mungkar, maka sesungguhnya solatnya itu hanya menambahkan kemurkaan Allah S.W.T dan jauh dari Allah.”

Hassan r.a berkata : “Kalau solat kamu itu tidak dapat menahan kamu dari melakukan perbuatan mungkar dan keji, maka sesungguhnya kamu dianggap orang yang tidak mengerjakan solat. Dan pada hari kiamat nanti solatmu itu akan dilemparkan semula ke arah mukamu seperti satu bungkusan kain tebal yang buruk.”


Make it as a lesson. I will. !

Now playing: -

Oh nooo!

She just found out about my blog!
She knew that I have a blog.
She didn't know about my latest post about her.
I wish that she read my previous post. Ahhhh. But I had to delete the picture. HAHAHAHA
Nanti terasa habis-habisan, mati aku ni haaa! Kasi pembayang dah laa eh?

But please, don't be too damn desperate to ask me to follow your silly blog.
It's a pain in the ass. Erghhh =.="
Just don't. I don't want to. I knew you have a lot of followers. But I'm gonna read it without following yours.

Don't be sad my friend. I'm just telling you the truth. Don't take it personally because I'm just telling you what people think about it. The Earth doesn't like it too. I'm a good friend. Indeed. =)

Now playing: Maybe by Sick Puppies

Bukan nak mengutuk, tapi...

Ok. I'm a bad person! Oh god. What happened to me? HAHAHAHAHA.

One day, I logged on my Facebook. Suddenly, my friend PING me. ''Hey Joe, check this out. You should look into this blog. This is hilarious and fun."
In just a blink, I opened a new tab and paste the link given.

The first thing that came out from my mouth was " What the fuck! ". That is not a blog. That was a pink-freak website. I doesn't look like a blog. I was a girl's blog. I looked at the owner's profile. Shit !! It was my friend. She sat in front of me when we were at the primary school. The blog? Pheww. Only god knows how terrible it is. It was in pink. You can see sparkling glitters everywhere. My eyes are gonna bleed. The best part is, IT'S A PRINCESS !! Holy crap!.

That was not a princess. No way man. It is not! The worst thing is, she intentionally spell the word 'princess' into ''princezzss''/ ''pwincezs''. Stop with that crap girl. Didn't your mama teach you how to spell? Aiyaaaaa. Not just with stupid 'princess'. She did intentionally spell every single words into a stupid lame short form. It is soooo not understandable. LOSER!

Her latest post was about a fight/argument. It includes her and another loser girl. Both of them are just way too lame. Arghhh. Gosh! You need to look at this blog. You can say anything to me. I'm a bad person here. I know. Once you take a look at it. You will know how exactly what am I feeling. Seriously guys, believe me. You need to trust me in this. It's beyond our right mind to think. 

And one more thing, she has a lot of followers. Almost 500 ! Haiyoooo. Too many maaa. Maybe all of the followers are just like her. Or maybe they were following her blog just for fun and see if she's making fun of herself. Is this really my friend?

And FYI, you being a princess? Hell no. Take a look at the real world. Stop living in a fantasy bitch. Please stop and put an end to this. Erase the 'Princess' on your name. You are no princess. Princess supposed to be beautiful and gorgeous. You are way beyond that. Sorry to say, but that's the truth.

p/s: Do you want the blog's link? Ask me confidentially. Once you take a look at the blog. You should see the grammar. HAHAHAHAHA  [even my English is not that bad. =)]

Now Playing: What The Hell by Avril Lavigne

Ok.

I'm gonna make my blog into some kind of a readable diary. Not everything. Some things should be kept as a privacy. I'll share something which are sharable. LAME.

Duh. Bubye.

Selamat Pengantin Baru.

Ohh! Sorry for the late post. My bad. My brother's wedding is sooo tiresome. You know what? My brother asked me to be his pengapit. Yey. I like that. You know what it means right? You are everywhere in the pictures. Fuyoo fuyoo. Just embracing a lil bit of the beauty of a wedding. eventhough I'm not the one who is getting married.

The theme for this wedding are white and blue. Wanna see the pictures? Yeahhh. 

This is my brother Fadzwan bin Abdullah and his wife, Aina Nuriezma binti Zahari.
See that little boy there? That's my nephew. His name is Qaiser. Everyone is in blue. There's a big sea in my house. Yeahh.

Ahhh, I forgot to ask the photographer about the other pictures. I only have a few of them. Aiyooo.

About this wedding preparation, I'm tired not because of this, but because of my nieces and nephew. Heyyyy!! I have to carry them. I have to accompany them. And they run, play, scream. I'm getting crazy you know. Aiyaaa. Susah jadi parents nih kalau anak sama besar ngan ulat beluncas. Your head can explode when they scream. Screeching your ears till bleed. =.=''. But, they are adorable. So cute. =)

Anyway, this is us. The family. And please welcome, Kak Aina to our crazy-psycho-happy-family. =)

Tomorrow is a Big Day for my Brother

Abang Mie kawin esok . 

Esok akad nikah after semayang Jumaat.

We'll wait for the pictures OK?

Well, Selamat Pengantin Baru untuk abangku.


Now playing: Dirty Bit by Black Eyed Peas 

Am I Sick or What? HAHAHAHA

You know what, I am not the biggest fan of anything that related to Korean drama, songs, or whatever. But today, there's something wrong with me. I played some of the Korean songs over and over. Omaigod! I'm totally crazy. HAHAHAHA

 The Korean drama that I love the most is " My Girl " The other dramas? Nah, I don't like it. Korean drama make me gay. See? the Korean boys are more beautiful that the girls. WTF! I don't know. When I watched the dramas or movies, I was like " OK, which one is a girl and which one is a boy? " For those who loves everything about Korean things, no offense ok. I'm just saying. that wouldn't give any problems right? O.o

Ok ok. Maybe some of the songs are attracted to me. like this one " Fly to Seoul 'Boom boom boom' by 2P.M "[Play Me]. Maybe it is because of me wanted to go to Seoul sooo bad. Maybe now is not the time. Poor me. And one more, I like this song too " Cabi song (Caribbean Bay) by 2P.M & SNSD " [Play Me]. And this song too. " Nobody by Wonder Girls " [Play Me]. HAHAHAHAHA. And now, thanks to Wonder Girls for creating that dance moves because almost everyone is crazy about it. The girls, boys, oldies and even prisoners knew the dance moves. It affects everyone.

Anyway. I'm enjoying some of this crazy madness about Korean. I admit it.

Now playing: Sorry Sorry by Super Junior

Driving test!

Esok test JPJ !

Wish me luck ! 

Now playing: Waiting For The End by Linkin Park

Home Sweet Home

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ohhyeah ooohhhyeahhh.

What a day. Look at the sky. I'm home fellas! The view is totally different. I can smell the difference. See? This is why I love coming back home!~ Wuhuuuu. I can lie on my bed. Take a hot shower. Ahhhh. It's rejuvenating and refreshing.

I can watch my mom nagging, I can kick my little brother's ass. Yeah! I like it~ HAHAHAHA. I meant it in a good way. Anyway, here in Kelantan, the wind so freaking cold and strong! When I was riding my bicycle, I feel like I was in the water. Some kind of wavy movement! Yeah!! I'm trying to maintain my balance while the wind is soo damn strong and nearly got me fall from the bicycle. =.=''

One thing that I don't like being at home right now is...there are sooo many mosquitoes. They bite! They suck blood! Like vampire. Ouchhh. T.T  The little tiny red round spots are everywhere! My feet, my hands, my cheek, even at my butt!! WTF !! I'm being sexually harassed by mosquitoes!! Nooooooo!!

Ahh, forget it. Everything is perfect here. Not to mention the foods. They are soo fucking delicious and scrumptious. Emmmphh! If I don't stop eating, I can die!

Last but not least, Say hi to this handsome guy named Chris Daughtry. Everytime I got home, I play this song so many time. The title is HOME. The lyric is soo perfect. Good job Daughtry. That is why I am your biggest fan ever! [I'm totally gay just because of you!! HAHAHA]

Okay okay okay. Let's hear Mr. Handsome singing! Make sure you play this song or I will kill you! :D 

Home by Daughtry ™

Go find the lyrics! Lets sing together. Lalalala ♫ ♪...

Just Stop !

From time to time, I'm weaken. People should move on when harsh things came in through their way. Calamity comes without an alert. It's not easy to deal with things that leave you deep scars. I don't like myself being wrapped with it. It's like a plague, an enormous growing cancer, a holocaust. It affects you everywhere. Especially my peaceful mind. At least, it used to be.  -__-

I hate seeing things that reminds me of the things occurred on me. I don't need reminders. How am I supposed to deal with it? Some of the things are naturally happened. No matter what, I must face it because I won't be able to undo things.

It doesn't matter how tough we are, trauma always leave us a scar. It follows us home, it changes our live. It messes everybody up. But maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap..maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It is what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up.

Defeat isn't an option. Not for me. I don't back away from the trouble till the last of it gone. Life threatening is what gets us out of the bed in the morning. We are not easily intimidated. We don't flinch. We don't back down. And we certainly don't surrender. And yes, not for me. I'll fight even I'm all alone.

See the picture?

1. Boooom! Me is crying. Can't help myself from that. It happened !

2. Me is depressed because of what happened. I still can't believe it actually happened.

3. Me is sad. Why did it happen to me?

4. Me is so so angry. 

5. Me acting like everything is OK!

6. Me is thinking to get out from this mess.

7. Me hoping everything will be OK. Hoping for a good thing.

8. Me feels proud. Has done the right thing!

9. Feels great.

10. Chill dude. I have no concerns on the things that happened. Move on.

p/s : When I have some free time, I'll spare some of my time to tell the story that gave me this trauma

Now playing: Fireworks by Katy Perry

Boredom strikes me!

Yaaawn~

Me right now is sooo boring! Why me? Hey you Mr.Boring don't come near me. I don't like you at all. I don't want you right now. I asked for something else and why you are the one who came to me? Life doesn't have to be like this.

I'm not gonna sit in my room with my deadly-silent-nerd roommate all day long. Oh my god! He doesn't talk to me at all! ''Can I switch off the lights?'' this is the only thing that he spoke. Actually he asked. Not spoke. The presence of my roommate is one of the major factor of my boredom. Actually, he is not that bad at all . He's nice and polite. He's just always with his super-thick books. Everyday, everytime. And I don't like it because I have a roommate not a mannequin or robot or something. You should speak or at least make a sound. I can only hear my voice or my laughter in my room. It's like living in an empty room alone.

And everytime I try to look for something to get out from this stupid boredom, there is always nothing for a resolution. OMG! I'm going crazy. I need my 3 crazy bestfriends! They make me laugh all the time with their stupid stories and their lame foolishness. HAHAHAHA. I miss that. They are sooo not available for me. When can I meet you guys huh? One of you is not here. Far away from me living in the desert with camels. HAHAHAHA. The other one is busy with his exam and will fly to UK. The other one? He is sooo stupid and the dumb one. People trying to get out from problems but he seek for those. This is why I called him 'Major Disaster'. Arghhhh. They are so not for me right now. It's boring and I am overwhelmed by this which makes me a loser. ¯\_(-_-)_/¯  

Someone pleaseee take me somewhere. Movies? Shopping? Anything..? Please please please please...

Now playing:  Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold

Lame

This is a really really bad start for my second semester. There's no classes for the first day. Are you joking or what? I woke up early this morning, with a new rejoicing spirit of starting this new semester with a very welcoming heart. And you just blew me up like this? NO CLASSES? What the fuck? Eventhough the ''no classes'' sounds good, I can't make it feels like it is something good. Hey, my result for the first semester is soooo not cool dude. I'm not ganna make the same old mistake again. Move on bitches! And for tomorrow, you better have some classes rather than not. Don't let me down.


Now Playing: I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance