Driving test!

Esok test JPJ !

Wish me luck ! 

Now playing: Waiting For The End by Linkin Park

Home Sweet Home

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ohhyeah ooohhhyeahhh.

What a day. Look at the sky. I'm home fellas! The view is totally different. I can smell the difference. See? This is why I love coming back home!~ Wuhuuuu. I can lie on my bed. Take a hot shower. Ahhhh. It's rejuvenating and refreshing.

I can watch my mom nagging, I can kick my little brother's ass. Yeah! I like it~ HAHAHAHA. I meant it in a good way. Anyway, here in Kelantan, the wind so freaking cold and strong! When I was riding my bicycle, I feel like I was in the water. Some kind of wavy movement! Yeah!! I'm trying to maintain my balance while the wind is soo damn strong and nearly got me fall from the bicycle. =.=''

One thing that I don't like being at home right now is...there are sooo many mosquitoes. They bite! They suck blood! Like vampire. Ouchhh. T.T  The little tiny red round spots are everywhere! My feet, my hands, my cheek, even at my butt!! WTF !! I'm being sexually harassed by mosquitoes!! Nooooooo!!

Ahh, forget it. Everything is perfect here. Not to mention the foods. They are soo fucking delicious and scrumptious. Emmmphh! If I don't stop eating, I can die!

Last but not least, Say hi to this handsome guy named Chris Daughtry. Everytime I got home, I play this song so many time. The title is HOME. The lyric is soo perfect. Good job Daughtry. That is why I am your biggest fan ever! [I'm totally gay just because of you!! HAHAHA]

Okay okay okay. Let's hear Mr. Handsome singing! Make sure you play this song or I will kill you! :D 

Home by Daughtry ™

Go find the lyrics! Lets sing together. Lalalala ♫ ♪...

Just Stop !

From time to time, I'm weaken. People should move on when harsh things came in through their way. Calamity comes without an alert. It's not easy to deal with things that leave you deep scars. I don't like myself being wrapped with it. It's like a plague, an enormous growing cancer, a holocaust. It affects you everywhere. Especially my peaceful mind. At least, it used to be.  -__-

I hate seeing things that reminds me of the things occurred on me. I don't need reminders. How am I supposed to deal with it? Some of the things are naturally happened. No matter what, I must face it because I won't be able to undo things.

It doesn't matter how tough we are, trauma always leave us a scar. It follows us home, it changes our live. It messes everybody up. But maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap..maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It is what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up.

Defeat isn't an option. Not for me. I don't back away from the trouble till the last of it gone. Life threatening is what gets us out of the bed in the morning. We are not easily intimidated. We don't flinch. We don't back down. And we certainly don't surrender. And yes, not for me. I'll fight even I'm all alone.

See the picture?

1. Boooom! Me is crying. Can't help myself from that. It happened !

2. Me is depressed because of what happened. I still can't believe it actually happened.

3. Me is sad. Why did it happen to me?

4. Me is so so angry. 

5. Me acting like everything is OK!

6. Me is thinking to get out from this mess.

7. Me hoping everything will be OK. Hoping for a good thing.

8. Me feels proud. Has done the right thing!

9. Feels great.

10. Chill dude. I have no concerns on the things that happened. Move on.

p/s : When I have some free time, I'll spare some of my time to tell the story that gave me this trauma

Now playing: Fireworks by Katy Perry

Boredom strikes me!

Yaaawn~

Me right now is sooo boring! Why me? Hey you Mr.Boring don't come near me. I don't like you at all. I don't want you right now. I asked for something else and why you are the one who came to me? Life doesn't have to be like this.

I'm not gonna sit in my room with my deadly-silent-nerd roommate all day long. Oh my god! He doesn't talk to me at all! ''Can I switch off the lights?'' this is the only thing that he spoke. Actually he asked. Not spoke. The presence of my roommate is one of the major factor of my boredom. Actually, he is not that bad at all . He's nice and polite. He's just always with his super-thick books. Everyday, everytime. And I don't like it because I have a roommate not a mannequin or robot or something. You should speak or at least make a sound. I can only hear my voice or my laughter in my room. It's like living in an empty room alone.

And everytime I try to look for something to get out from this stupid boredom, there is always nothing for a resolution. OMG! I'm going crazy. I need my 3 crazy bestfriends! They make me laugh all the time with their stupid stories and their lame foolishness. HAHAHAHA. I miss that. They are sooo not available for me. When can I meet you guys huh? One of you is not here. Far away from me living in the desert with camels. HAHAHAHA. The other one is busy with his exam and will fly to UK. The other one? He is sooo stupid and the dumb one. People trying to get out from problems but he seek for those. This is why I called him 'Major Disaster'. Arghhhh. They are so not for me right now. It's boring and I am overwhelmed by this which makes me a loser. ¯\_(-_-)_/¯  

Someone pleaseee take me somewhere. Movies? Shopping? Anything..? Please please please please...

Now playing:  Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold

Lame

This is a really really bad start for my second semester. There's no classes for the first day. Are you joking or what? I woke up early this morning, with a new rejoicing spirit of starting this new semester with a very welcoming heart. And you just blew me up like this? NO CLASSES? What the fuck? Eventhough the ''no classes'' sounds good, I can't make it feels like it is something good. Hey, my result for the first semester is soooo not cool dude. I'm not ganna make the same old mistake again. Move on bitches! And for tomorrow, you better have some classes rather than not. Don't let me down.


Now Playing: I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance